Is there a kind of love, dense misty, like April lingering in the forest soft and colorful clouds?
Is there a kind of love, blooming in April light and shadow of the first fragrance, swaying and dancing in the wind?
Is there a kind of love that grows in the fields of April, that can be collected for a lifetime by a precious pick?
Xiao Xin, female, 24, freelance Xiao Xin said that her initial love was in full bloom in the April days of her life, warm let her moved.
She and he have decided to hand in hand life, gorgeous flowers in May, she will be his most beautiful bride, she is glad that the initial love achieved the final happiness.
April is the warmest love story ever…
“In this strange and melancholy city/day after day I describe love/for the fragrance of daisies/to bring news of you/Though it is too late now/I have found you…”
For a long time, I like to feel the fragrance of daisies in this melody again and again by myself, drawing the outline of the appearance of love, I have been expecting, nervous, sensitive and timid.
Daisies, the most common flower, often dot open in the spring field, plain, melancholy and shy, you can ignore it, but as long as you have a gentle heart and bright eyes, you can not ignore its innocent and pure beauty and publicity of life.
Once, I was also a melancholy Daisy.
On the day I was born, my father had an accident. From then on, my father thought that I was a daughter who would bring him misfortune. I was doomed to lose his love when I was born.
Since childhood, my father has never given me a good face, occasionally said two words, is also said that I am useless.
From my hour THEN SAY ME: “YOU SO USELESS, in the future to find a useless and you, as well as dead!”
At that time, I made a vow to myself that in the future, I would only find excellent men to fall in love with and then get married.
Introverted and sensitive, I have not only never been in love, even a heterosexual friend have no.
In my expectation of love and wandering, day by day, in a twinkling of an eye I have already 23 years old, around the age of almost all married, I was surprised to find that I have become an older girl.
But I was still stubborn. I would wait for the right person, the only love, the biggest wedding, and then live happily ever after.
Ah Chang appeared and brought the first love in my life.
It came so plain, let me ignore its appearance at the beginning;
It came so long that a single word was enough to make me agitated.
Ah Chang is a tall, handsome and shy boy. We met at the end of August last year.
When I met him for the first time, I didn’t feel anything. Although Chang was always in contact with me, I didn’t respond positively. We even broke contact for three months.
Later, Achang sent someone to tell me that he was still willing to get along with me, and we resumed contact, but it was always subtle.
Until the New Year’s day, the year of the second, Chang took me and a few friends out to play, rest when Chang took out a cigarette, I did not think of is, he turned to ask me: “small new, I can smoke?”
Ah Chang’s words gave me a shiver. I began to look at this man carefully. I found many shining things that I had not seen before.
There was a familiar melody in my heart: “My love, with its dew of the morning, was always so near/but I never knew it, gazing at you in silence /…
It is too late/but I have found you at last…”
Ah Chang, my worthy lover, I have finally found you.
You only miss me, I still care about the day yesterday, Ah Chang sent me home, took my hand for the first time.
His hands were wide and warm, and they were full of passion. At that moment, I blushed and my heart beat.
After a few days, I think back to Ah Chang warm palm, still meet red ears hot, often sleepless.
For the first time in my life, I tasted the taste of love. Everything was stirring and unforgettable.
On February 14, I spent the first Valentine’s Day of my life with Ah Chang.
Ah Chang took me to the playground. I had a severe fear of heights, and there was no other way for me to express my fear on the Pegasus except to scream.
When I got down from the Pegasus, I immediately felt dizzy. Ah Chang hugged me, and the dizziness of happiness hit me one after another. I could not stand any more…
Ah Chang and I lay down on the grass together, looking at the clear and clear sky, and feeling that our happiness seemed to fill the boundless void.
We chatted happily, and I felt that I had flown to the top of the cloud of happiness…
“I had a good, good first love before, the purest, the most beautiful, the most unforgettable.”
Ah Chang gently talked about his first love, just for a few seconds, and I suddenly felt like someone had ripped me off a high place. My happiness was suddenly gone, replaced by feelings of hurt, jealousy and sadness.
Ah Chang said he fell in love with a girl when he was working away from home, and later broke up because of his family’s opposition.
A Chang in the story of the time with a sad regret of the mood, I heard a burst of heartache.
This DAY, A CHANG sent ME 9 delicate AND charming beautiful roses, red and warm, looking at them I was not happy, the feeling of heartache is more intense.
I have a pimple in my heart, I think Ah Chang does not really love me.
His first love IS so beautiful unforgettable, Ah Chang is also my first love, is our love not beautiful unforgettable?
Then Chang told me about his other failed loves, and I felt more uncomfortable: I had never accepted a boy before I met him, but he had been in so many relationships.
Because of this idea, no matter how nice Ah Chang is to me, I will still be angry with him.
Ah Chang changed his job in April. He was very busy in his new job. He only had one day off in 20 days.
I began to be unhappy: why did he not come to me once he had registered?
Last week, a friend of his bought a one-month drink for his child. Ah Chang went to the party without me.
I know that his circle of friends know his ex-girlfriend, and I feel very hurt.
I wondered if Ah Chang didn’t love me. I didn’t eat that day and cried all night.
Ah Chang came to me a few days later. I was drunk that day. When I saw him, I threw everything in the house in pieces and even dropped my mobile phone.
I scold A CHANG, let him roll, I say you tear the marriage certificate to look for her to go!
Then I lost more and more consciousness and fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, the room was tidy and I had the illusion that Ah Chang had never been there.
My mother came over and said angrily that I was too much yesterday: “Dead girl, he saw you drunk like that, very distressed, tears are coming out, took care of you for a few hours, your father has never been to me in his life, you also hurt the heart of the family like that, too should not!”
Listening to my mother’s words, I froze, soft touched in the bottom of my heart, gradually melted the ice in my heart.
The phone rang. It was my brother.
Mother on the phone to my brother about my “good”, listen to me more guilty.
My brother put me on the phone and said, “Sister, you don’t know much about men. He said he had met someone in front of you, which is to show off his charm in front of you, and also to test whether you care about him.
He’s so good to you!
He goes around telling people that he has found a good wife, but he can’t find one by holding a lantern. He often talks about how he likes you in front of his friends.”
My brother’s words shocked me again.
My heart instantaneous myriad: Ah Chang, you should be so value me, love me, I really misunderstood you!
However, I have some blame him: since you love me so much, why don’t you tell me yourself, let me a whole misunderstanding for two months also do not want to explain?
At this time, I remembered that Ah Chang had secretly charged my phone bill and taken pictures for me. The feeling of happiness filled my whole body. I felt more and more lucky to meet Ah Chang and marry Ah Chang.
Looking back at me and Ah Chang, there are too many first time: the first time I like a person, the first time hand in hand, the first Valentine’s Day, the first time to receive flowers, the first time jealous……
All of it now, let me warm and moved, warm as the wind, sunshine, flowers in April, this is the April day of our love.
In this hopeful season, Ah Chang and I are about to get married. I hope the warmth of April love can always take care of our happiness.
The gentle winds of the April day, always send us happy melodies;
April sunshine, always warm shining on the road of life we will walk together;
April flowers, always happy to bloom in every corner of the world…
In this warm season, finally heard a pure and warm story, my heart is also warm moved.
If all love can be so simple and no harm how good!
Small new is lucky, in the first time they met the right person, but there are many wind and rain on the way of life, hope their love can be like the daisies all over the field in April, always make public the vitality of life, pure fragrance forever.
In Achang’s eyes, my emotions were cute and ridiculous.
He said, “It’s normal to have a few relationships before you get married. Now it’s all over. Why are you jealous?”
I said angrily that he was in love with me and was thinking about other women.
Whenever this happens, Ah Chang will hold my hand and say that he only has me in mind, but no matter what he says, he can’t open my mind.
That day I went to Achang’s dormitory to look for him. I saw that there were many books and diaries in his dormitory.
I casually picked up a diary, A Chang said this diary is ex-girlfriend’s.
I picked up another one, and he said it belonged to another girlfriend and that he had many pictures of them.
Listen to A Chang’s words, I am not angry dozen A place to come, not the tears flow out.
Ah Chang had to go to work. I was about to leave. Ah Chang blocked in front of me and refused to let me go, saying that if I left, he would lock the door.
A Chang’s overbearing let me heartache, can think of his heart once installed and even now still installed so many women, my heart wrenching.
After GOING BACK, I THINK MORE AND MORE sad, to A Chang wrote a break up letter, I said since he likes first love girlfriend so much, now the family should not object, now go to look for her.
After sending the letter, I turned off my phone.
A day later, Chang suddenly appeared at my door.
He looked sad and wanted to cry.
Seeing him, I couldn’t help crying again.
A CHANG ONCE EMBRACE ME IN THE BOSOM: “SMALL NEW, DON’T THINK ABOUT, I WILL NEVER MENTION HER LATER, ALSO WON’T MENTION ANY WOMAN AGAIN.
I’ve already asked for leave. Shall we check in tomorrow?”
How do I have the strength to refuse Ah Chang, refuse the only love in my life?
I nodded.
February 28, I AND A CHANG GOT TWO BRIGHT RED marriage certificate, A Chang said with A laugh, “Small new, you see I regret now also too late.”
I smiled sweetly, the original heart of the haze has gone.
