Tonight, I will write the most sad story.
That story, not romantic, not beautiful, although I do not know the details of the story, the ending of the story is just suddenly, and I have been reluctant to lose, even if its final reader only left me.
At this time, I finally have a narrative desire, in any case, I will tell the story of the sad complete, and then my dear friends, you can see a passionate heart of love, with another refuse not to love, a capricious look back, a wrong bus outcome, another self-deception regret.
She loved so hurt, and finally found that the love given to each other was hopeless.
She can only be a person, in a website page again and again count the days waiting for him.
They met at a celebration party for their two partner companies in Luoyang.
Can see his first glance, she felt a vicissitudes of life, as if have known for a long time.
On that day, he is a bundle of fresh clothes, simple Chinese style clothes, light blue short sleeves, white jeans, black and white sneakers.
And he has a pair of blue eyes, because of the depression and particularly God……
At the dinner party, they didn’t talk much.
There are a number of younger members in the company.
After the banquet, everyone proposed to go to the bar to continue the celebration, they are inevitably in it.
She is a person who likes to sometimes put herself in the lively atmosphere alone and quiet. She likes to make friends and go far and wide.
He, on the other hand, was dragged there by another male colleague.
At Bar 0379, the two of them sat in a corner with a semblance of silence, watching the bustle of others.
See dancing, see pairs of whirling men and women embrace each other, in the place of extravagance and luxury, there are ambiguous lights, can not say the love.
In the end, even the dance seems to be full of burning desire and passion.
The celebration party was held in the Luoyang company.
She works in this city.
And he was in Shanghai.
She often in the time of work, don’t be interested in 0379 bar, not to get drunk, never blurred, just like to put themselves in this hazy atmosphere, and then to imagine a destined who will appear, and the person around…
They still sat in silence, the atmosphere a little awkward.
Suddenly a colleague shouted in our direction, “Hey, Roxanne, come and dance.”
He smiled shyly and looked at her.
Finally, she shook her head.
She looked a little excited.
It’s not about the dancing, it’s about the name, Luo.
At last she knew him from the first sight. His name was Rowe.
People in Luoyang know that the god of Luoshui, called Luo God, is the respectful title of Mi Fei.
No wonder there was a sense of deja vu about him. No wonder she had noticed him alone among her colleagues.
Just like in the network one eye noticed this in the name of the woman called Luo God as he, eye-catching, dazzling eyes.
She suppressed the inner excitement, sure like to ask all over, excuse me, what name?
He looked at her, a little confused.
Her seriousness is like a heart with some hope, but there is a fear of disappointment.
He smiled at her and said, David?
Smith.
How about you?
In fact, she wants to ask his net name, but can not bear to deny others have misinterpreted their meaning politely.
And she said, word for word, my name is Lolo.
He showed predictable but obvious surprise.
A dead stare at her, excited to ask again, your name is Loro?
Are you sure?
From his expression, she understood everything, the man named David beside him, is the god of Luo.
They met online.
“She called carefully, Luo.
Almost at the same time, the four eyes stare at each other, the protagonist is stunned, and the ambiguous atmosphere is still, but around the precipitation in their world, she is how can not expect to meet today.
They met in a chat room called “The Deification of Luoyang”.
Noticing each other, Lo said, because we share the same last name, Lo.
Indeed, they have too many common topics, such as her intoxication of Shanghai, his living and working in the city she longed for when she was in college, and his curiosity about Luoyang, while she has been living in a small building by the Luohe River until they meet today.
The proximity to each other narrowed the distance between Luoyang and Shanghai.
Of course, they began a rambling chat…
Luo Shen, he says, is his Chinese name.
She laughed. Rosh is a woman’s name.
But she knew that this Luo was a man, and that he was a stranger across the sea.
She often imagined him on the screen, tall and thin, with clean clothes, blue eyes, thick eyebrows, and curled yellow hair…
After PAYING too much ATTENTION to him, SHE CAREFULLY TYPED THE word “LUO GOD” INTO THE Baidu SEARCH bar, looking for all the stories related to him.
She learned that this man had boundless passion, always stood up for himself in some things, sometimes stubborn, but often indifferent.
He likes playing basketball very much. He likes to ride a bicycle around Shanghai on spare weekends. He likes to carry a big Niko hiking bag and shuttle in the crowded crowd like the wind.
One day, she was looking for a picture of the front page of the company’s internal newspaper when she saw a familiar name, Luo Shen.
It was a scene that seemed to be shot in Zhouzhuang. There was a boat lying in the river slowly flowing, and a girl smiling quietly on the bridge of ancient simplicity.
The whole picture has a kind of hazy tone, and what people feel is a kind of quiet like static.
When we met again online, she asked him about the mood of the painting.
He is just telling a story quietly, it is a collection of blue bridge broken dream story in a young years, and he is the protagonist.
His tight-lipped mood finally found an outlet when he watched the scene unfold in China.
He just quietly shot this moment, and then, in the shape of the work at that time memories……
He sent a website address to her, is a photo bowing to her.
It turns out he likes to walk and take pictures at the same time.
Later, she read the big and small newspapers of the company intentionally or unintentionally, and saw his works many times, which made people feel quiet and calm.
A “Luo god” of the affirmation hidden in each other how much excitement and surprise ah.
His eyes widened in disbelief.
And she also excited mouth wide open, do not know what to say.
In the bar, such a hazy space to write all the ambiguous people, and they, is one of the most.
After struggling for a long time in her heart, she summoned up enough courage to stand up and politely said “dance with me.”
He was startled, probably by the presence of this equally quiet woman, but he smiled and nodded.
They hold hands and step onto the dance floor…
His dance is very natural, she in the music and his lead, like a flying bird, not willing to stop for a moment…
Well, there comes a time when a song ends.
But she would not go away.
In meeting each other, she felt that she was in a foreign country, and he was the shy Chinese man.
The first action, the beginning of every word, is her initiative.
She had never had such active feelings for a man.
Perhaps it is too believe in fate too believe in the doomed, perhaps she has too much hope for love.
I have imagined countless kinds of ways to meet with him, an inadvertent online chat, a blurred party, a pleasant travel, an unexpected encounter…
This knowledge is enough to let all the girls in the world envy, and she is the leading role in this happiness.
She plunged into the world of him.
Bar. It closes at 2:00.
They love to play with a group of colleagues play until 2 o ‘clock, or sing, or dance, or chatting, ambiguous feelings, loss of sorrow, in such an atmosphere of can indulge their distance, at the moment of recognize each other closer, they are sitting next to, she could smell his breath, that belongs to his exotic flavor.
After coming out of the bar, everyone wanted more, but she had to wait to go home.
Because a familiar figure was waiting for her in a kiosk outside the bar. It was her dad.
In the bar, the father of a strong call, let her back, and she has been honest confessed, 0379 bar, after midnight at two o ‘clock, closed, she promised to go home.
She was very unhappy, a little angry with dad, such a big person, what can happen, and think this is a limitation, really hate, but looking at his anxious face, she was a little angry with herself, after all, dad is worried about me, after all, she is still a filial child.
Goddess luo sent her, has been sent to the front of her father, and consumedly square square of call her dad a loud “uncle”, in his blunt Chinese, then, sincere and firm looked at her and she can feel the deep and remote blue eyes of regret and don’t give up, one eye in ten thousand is a stop motion, she feel they have already met in ten thousand, past through time,
They must know each other, she thought.
There is a kind of enduring as the universe is not explicitly said, a meeting of eyes, she knew that this statement is too unreal, like the deification of Luoyang as endless.
That moment, she actually thought of in the European church, the priest sent the bride’s hand to his hands, but the relationship at this time chaos.
${FDPageBreak} Along with the rest of her colleagues, Luo was picked up by her father.
On the way, her father said, “That foreign boy is nice. He can speak Chinese, and he is very polite!”
She smiled sweetly and said mischievously, how about letting him be your son-in-law?
Dad gently hit her head, thought she was joking, and did not care, so, should and road, line, in the future you are also foreigners, farther away from me, I can not tube you……
Dad wouldn’t know how serious she was.
She decided that the fate of the doomed person, is him, that has the name of the Chinese goddess of the foreign boy, the same as their love of the Luo River David.
Later, she spent all the ability, finally got her wish to work in Shanghai, and found him.
When she explained to her family, she only said that she liked the city so much that she wanted to show it.
She did not tell them, in fact, she is too love him, she can not stand the kind of distance tortured dead missing, she wants to really look at her love, again and again to listen to him touch his ear to say, I love you.
The family is clear about the purpose of her trip, want to oppose, but do not know why, they know their daughter too well, decided things, must be done, otherwise will not be happy, otherwise will not know good or bad has been complaining.
